Wednesday, December 19, 2012

I miss you Bolster

2 more days, zoey to complete his summer camp. Today he is having pameran dan. ..tomorrow is talentime.....wish you the best my son

Saturday, December 8, 2012

Rindu Zoey

Genap seminggu Zoey di UKM...saban hari menunggu call dia...klau dia dah bangun pukul 5 pagi..mata ni tak dapat tidur..kerana zoey dah bangun..tak akan ayahnya masih di atas katil...i love you zoey

Tuesday, December 4, 2012

4th day in Permata Pintar

Last night zoey called about 9.40pm..he spoke quite long with mummy..after tonnes of instruction. .he sound cool..but still want to strong zoey.

Mummy called to awake him about 5.10am..he already woke up...latter he asked me to call him...he sound better...

I miss Zoey

4/12/12 this is 3rd day in Permata Pintar. About 4.23pm i recived call from zoey..daddy...i miss you..i want to go home..started crying.'s it easy...are u at better put down your is not allow at school...or else RA will consfiscate...ok you..

6.35pm hw called's wether heavy la..zoey..daddy here rainning a little bit only...u don't go to sport..ok..daddy..i have to shower...his sound ok..oh..please Allah..he has to be strong...

Zoey is homesick at Permata Pintar

3/12/12 is second day Zoey in Permata Pintar. He called very early at 5.30am and informed us he woke up by himself. Zoey complained that the tap water is very cold and he used wet towel to clean his body. He is ready to go to school. Oh Allah i missed him so much....i could not sleep and continued praying the best for him. He asked me to come at 5.30pm today.  He wanted extra towels and socks.

We reached UKM quite early and bought him burger and drink. The rain showered havily and we keep waiting he come back from school. Pitty to the students have to run in the rain since the bus dropped them quite distance from the zaaba kolej. We thought zoey also got trapped under the tent. After waited few minutes zoey called us about 5.45pm and we asked him to go back stage and we will hand over the stuff we brought.  He came down look calm with white t shirt and white track bottom.  ohhh my son...miss you zoey..i pretending cool and compose..after few trip keeping his stuff to room and come to the momment that we have to go...atuk mama. ..ala kesian cucu sayang atuk mama...he burst and we asked him to go up fast worry RA could see us. About to out from UKM. .received a phone call from him...he cried over the phone and wanted to go home. ..i want to go..i miss you...cannot zoey..if you abandon. will black list for future programme..and we have to much you have to pay??? Be cool are a strong boy..that is a place that you can learn...a spoke to us and advised us not to pick phone whent he call...he look all right only after phone call..he keep strong are in my heart...

Night he call again and asked us to come on the following day..we just gave empty promise..yes..

I prayed a saolat hajat for be strong mentally and emotionly.

I love you zoey...aku perlu tahankan hati dan tabah..

Sunday, December 2, 2012

Zoey - 1st day at Permata Pintar

Dear family blogers

2/12/2012 - Zoey already registered to Permata Pintar (Gifted Centre) UKM. He is doing Maths reasoning. Luckily Mummy managed to come back from oversea study tour to Paris and Geneva this morning.  We collected her at TBS ERL Train station. Zoey looks so happy and looking forward for a new chapter and new beginning to explore himself amongst the same group of gifted children.

About time, the bus is leaving Panggung Seni, registration centre to Kolej Zaaba, he still look happy until he the time... he huged and kissed Atuk Abah...he tears burst..same goes to others save of me.  We have decided to follow him till college and when we reached to the hostel...many parents were there....actually parents do not allow to visit their children  until 15/12/2012.

We decided for Zoey to take along his hand phone.. even though phone is not allow during the course but many parents had done it quietly... after hugs and kisses..we left Zoey with heavy heart..good luck my son...this is your though and strong....We believe he will become a better person after this camp.

Right after we have a lunch at asam pedas restaurant..we received an email from one of parents we met during registration Kak Dah..she saw Zoey crying -  he does not have a room mate..he feeling scare and lonely... we rushed to one 7Eleven to buy top-up pre paid and luckily aunty angah was around..she assisted us to recharge the phone...on the same time we called to Permata Pintar to get them to assign a room mate to Zoey..atuk mama looked so worry....We decided to turn back to hostel....and bought along a mineral water and candy.....

Once reached..we managed to get one RA  (this is a man who has been assigned to look after welfare of the children while they are at this centre) to send the stuff we brought to Zoey..Zoey look happy since the problem settled...about to go out from UKM we received another phone call from him ..this time he asked us to turn back...once we reached the hostel parents from Tangkak, En Asri was there...he claimed no lunch was served today and his son complained hungry...

and... drama begins...he cried to go home ..after 10 minutes.. we managed to comfort and gave  some motivational advise.. he begun to calm down..and joined other student to a briefing the way home he called at the taklimat centre..we asked him to stop ..and remind him that..might centre will confiscate the phone and ask him to call us after 9.30pm quietly...

at home...Ryan look happy and jovial...but when Maghrib prayer came..he cried and thinking about his abang..both of them are very close and we use to pray in congregation...we really touched...when the time approaching 9.30 pm..all of us kept waiting zoey's call...until 11pm finally...zoey called us..his conversation..."Daddy can you come  tomorrow at 5.30pm...I don't have pillow to sleep.."..can you use your towel and fold nicely to use as pillow..I will...daddy i have to wake up at 5.00 to fix the alarm clock..You look the left button and try to adjust up and down...make sure the hand point at 5.00....are sure.. you have to wake up at 5am..yes..too many pupils and we have to share toilets equally.... do not forget to charge your phone before sleep..I will come tomorrow with hangers, extra cloths and pants...Please come at 5.30pm on the Dot..Daddy..Good night son..good night daddy..later adik wanted to talks..Ryan looks so happy since managed to talk to his brother... abang did you take's food...okay..what did you you have room you miss you abang..I look at Ryan he eyes full of tears.....good night abang....good night adik....

about 5.30am this morning..we received a phone call from Zoey....Daddy..I woke up already..are you showered?..yes..daddy the water is so cold...I used wet towel to clean my self..can you bring extra towel?..yes of course...I have to go Daddy..bye

after a few minutes..azan Subuh from one surau close to my house recited the azan...alhamdullilah..but daddy cannot sleep..keep writing this blog to record daddy's feeling..i miss you zoey..this a place.. may can assist you to explore your brain further..i miss you bolster...